Aug 18 2018 Notes

• Running out of time, first half on vision , second half should be on normal hings
• Winter is long and nothing outside - months
• Portugal - everyone has deep tie to family
• Midlife crisis
• How much time for father?
• How much time for me?
• Identifying issues with good goal f making better, but have no way to make it better
• Awareness is about moving forward
• Goal - to get to know myself
• Don't know.if.it will be ok
• Physically like smeagle - all enervy sapped by the world
• Don't have it. Where will it come.from.
• Redneckng is the only thing making me feel better
• Not sleeping , acid reflux, low energy, hot flashes. Could be body changes.
• Every muscle hurts all the time
• External pressure - need to work.
• Beating myself up. Guilt and need.
• Grieving, midlife, loneliness.
• I wish I were a trust fund or now - money solves all issues.